i watch and ache when you choose to suffer. my love deepens when i remember your touch on the back of my neck, your eyes dancing in sunlight, your bent head upon my shoulder uttering your sacred truths. allowing yourself only moments to feel so much good, you run back to your walls of confusion and resistance. what are you waiting for? this is it...the point where you make the fucking choice to stop it, to put it behind you and grow up. self destruction is not noble...the party is over. keep pushing me and i will one day leave. however, you need people whether you want to admit it or not. and some day there will be someone worth letting in, worth walking away from the pain and chosen suffering and you will chose to live...out loud.
i continue to love you and i ache when you chose to suffer.
Tuesday, May 10, 2011
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